The Fight for Knowledge

January 23, 2020–May 31, 2021 at The Valentine

Voices from Richmond’s Hidden Epidemic

HIV / AIDS In Richmond

 

 

Richmond has one of the highest rates of HIV/AIDS in the country, and this is a disease that disproportionately affects people of color. The epidemic has received little attention, even though the group reporting the highest rates of new infection is the 25-34 year-old group. Most people assume that HIV/AIDS is a disease that mainly affects gay white men, that it is thing of the past, and that it is easy to treat.  

The exhibition Voices from Richmond’s Hidden Epidemic attempts to offer a more accurate, and nuanced, story through oral history text panels and photographic portraits of those affected by the epidemic—AIDS survivors, family members of those who did not survive, activists, and health care workers on the front lines.


Portraits by
Michael Simon. Exhibition Photography by Steven Casanova.

Exhibition Details

 

 
 

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Social stigma, isolation, and discrimination affect not only those diagnosed with HIV but also their family members. This leads people to keep their diagnosis hidden, precluding the possibility of getting wider support from relatives or the larger community. However, the diagnosis can also serve to bring family members and intimate partners closer together.

Excerpt from the Exhibition Catalog

 

 

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Interviews


 

We interviewed 30 people, including public health officials, medical providers, activists, those who have lost loved ones to AIDS, and those living with HIV. One of our most memorable experiences was recording a group conversation among seven women and one man who have been living with HIV.  It is our hope that their stories—of loss and comradeship, pride and frustration, conflict and transcendence, and hard choices about the things that matter most—will expand the ways we think about HIV.

 
 
 
 

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Portraits


 

Participants in the project came from all walks of life, with a wide range of interests, cultural and racial backgrounds, ages and sexual orientations and genders. Photographer Michael Simon framed all of the participants similarly, so that no single one is larger or more distant than the next. The tightly focused black-and-white images minimize the differences in clothing and dress between the participants. The result: a series of portraits that invite viewers to meet the gaze of the portrait subjects.

The main purpose of portrait photography is to capture the essence of the subject(s). These portraits serve as legacy photographs for multiple generations to come. These beautiful portraits are a way of changing the world’s perception of people living with HIV.

 
 

What interested you about the project initially?

I was born in 1976 and grew up in Richmond during the early days of the AIDS crisis. Looking back I feel like I only knew the story via the big cities such as NYC and SF. Of course it was all around us, everywhere. I wanted to learn about Richmond’s story with the AIDS crisis. It felt like a special window into the people who lived and continue to live the story.


What surprised you during the process of taking the portraits?

Even after years of making portraits of people that I have just met, I am still surprised when people open up to me, and express deep emotions. I feel such a sense of gratitude when someone is being so real with me, and sharing their life with me. It’s one of the things I love most about being a photographer. 

 

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A Word from Michael Simon

The Photographer

 
 

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Catalog


 

Public health officials, medical providers, activists, those who have lost loved ones to AIDS, and those living with HIV have shared stories with us that are by turns moving, comic, thought-provoking, and profound. It is our hope that their stories—of loss and comradeship, pride and frustration, conflict and transcendence, and hard choices about the things that matter most—will change the ways we think about HIV.

 
 
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Download the full catalogue here.

 
 
 

Exhibition Photography by Steven Casanova

Close-Ups of Cascading Books by Meg Hughes

 

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Exhibition


 

Voices from Richmond’s Hidden Epidemic  is an attempt to shift conversations around the epidemic  from statistics to the lived experiences of people affected by HIV. Through excerpts of oral histories by Laura Browder and Patricia Herrera, accompanied with photographic portraits by Michael Simon, we seek to tell the story of HIV today from multiple perspectives. A highlight of the exhibition is a series of cascading books—essentially a paper version of the AIDS quilt—created by women in an HIV support group at St. Paul’s Baptist Church, in collaboration with our students at the University of Richmond.

 

The following portraits were a part of the exhibition, which was on display at The Valentine Museum in Richmond, Virginia from January 20, 2020–May 31, 2021.

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Early Days

This section paints a vivid picture of the epidemic’s onset in the 1980s and the decimation of the gay community in major cities. Told from the perspectives of both those who became HIV-positive in the 1980s and 1990s, like Rodney Lofton and Erik King, or those who were witnesses and allies, like Guy Kinman and Bill Harrison, these stories offer an immersion into the terrifying early days of the epidemic, when there were no treatments at all and when a diagnosis of HIV was almost always a death sentence.

 
 
 
 

Bill Harrison


 

“White gay men got what we needed. We got the treatments out there. We got a lot of funding. We got the attention. White gay men with HIV, for the most part, are staying healthy. But the new, diagnosed cases of men of color are astounding.”

 
 
 
 

Eric King

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“I came out to the family in 1995. This is 2019. I have yet to ever hear the question from any member of my family, "How is your health?" We'll talk about everything else. But nobody wants to directly deal with the issue.”

 
 
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Guy Kinman, Aaron Pavelis, The Valentine

Guy Kinman, Aaron Pavelis, The Valentine

 

Guy Kinman


 

“I first heard about HIV and AIDS when people started getting sick. I fortunately never had AIDS. But I was on the frontlines of helping gays realize that they had a right to stand up for themselves and be proud. I set out to state my claim in billboards which said: “Someone you know is gay. Maybe someone you love.”

 
 
 
 

Rodney Lofton


 

“Even to this day, there’s such a stigma with being HIV-positive in the African American community. Nobody wants to talk about it. But as my grandmother used to say, ‘A closed mouth never gets fed.’ So how can you actually address the issue if you’re not really speaking about it?”

 
 

Artists’ Response to the Crisis

This section focuses on “Artists for Life,” the benefit organized in 1988 by Chris Burnside, Rob Gabriel, and Lisa Cumbey. A milestone in the history of HIV in Richmond, this gala brought massive attention and funding to a community in need—even as it was surrounded by protesters screaming “death to fags” at attendees as they walked into the venue.

 
 
 
 

Chris Burnside


 

“When I moved down to Richmond full-time in '85, the city was years behind in awareness. If I would meet someone and we were going to do the do, that person was not interested in being safe at all, and just didn't know why I was so uptight.”

 
 
 
 

Lisa Cumbey


 

“For me, AIDS was the one to beat. I was gonna solve it, find whatever was gonna make him well. I didn’t give up ’til the bitter end. He was 35 when he died. He was barely 30 when he got diagnosed.”

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Rob Gabriele


 

“Artists for Life fueled an increase in awareness for HIV and AIDs activism among the non-gay left, and made AIDS visible to the non-gay community. It led to many things.”

 

HIV’s Effect on Relationships

From the heart-rending stories told by Kendra Weindling, whose early job it was to find homes for children about to be orphaned by their mothers’ death from AIDS, to the complex ways Yolanda Alexander’s HIV diagnosis affected her relationships with her children, this section explores the impact of HIV on families. Many exhibition participants contracted HIV from a romantic partner, and many now struggle with how—or even whether—to navigate intimate relationships.

 
 
 
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Yolanda Alexander

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“The two doctors came in at 3:00 that afternoon on May 20, 2015. One held my hand on this end; the other held my hand on that end. I thought she was going to tell me I had cancer. She turned around and told me I had AIDS. Straight up AIDS.”

 
 
 
 

Janice Bates

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“I haven't been intimate with anyone since my diagnosis. And right now, I don't want to. I'm just taking care of me, getting all the education that I can, all the support that I can.”

 
 
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Tania “Renee” Brook


 

“When I moved, I started cross-dressing. There was a point when I actually had three wardrobes—a boy's, girl's, and unisex wardrobe. Then, in 1980, I threw away all the boy's and unisex clothes, and had one wardrobe. There wasn't any turning back.”

 
 
 
 

Donna Burton

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“When I first got diagnosed, I told my friend. For a minute, he was shocked. I said, ‘Excuse me. First, hear me out before you say anything. I’m HIV positive. Second, if you want to deal with me, you can. If not, you can go.’”

 
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Darlene Castro

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“I was diagnosed in 2007. In the first two weeks of Drug Court, you have to go to the Health Department. That’s when I found out I had HIV. I threw chairs; I got mad. I don’t know who I was mad at. The guy that I know I contracted it from died the next two weeks of AIDS.”

 
 
 
 

Willnette Cunningham

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“The day I got my diagnosis, I was about to get in a new relationship. I went straight to his house first and told him my diagnosis. Told him if he didn't want to start a relationship, we didn't have to. He said, ‘I need to be tested myself.’ And we were together until he passed in 1997. ”

 
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Sheila Rolle

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“A whole lot of guilt overwhelmed me. I said a prayer: ‘God, as long as my son’s not positive, and I am, I can deal with this.’ He was tested. His came back negative.”

 
 
 
 

Zenia Williams

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“The community that I lived in; you know a lot of people talk. I felt ashamed. But for some odd reason, it never really bothered my daughters. No matter what, it didn't matter. I know they love me and we just got closer.”

 
 

The Role of the Church in Coming to Terms with HIV

Denominations that regard homosexuality and pre- or extra-marital sex as a sin have struggled to come to terms with the HIV epidemic. Faron Niles talks about how his deep involvement in a Pentecostal church kept him in the closet for years—and how he is still not accepted by his family as a gay man. Lindsay Bryant, a committed member of St. Paul’s Baptist church, talks about herself as a “faith warrior” fighting HIV in the black community while supporting those who are positive. She has become a national leader in the black church for her efforts and reflects, “If you're not infected, you're affected. We want to share that burden with everybody. When you do that, that makes people want to do things to protect themselves and their partners and their community.”

 
 
 
 

Faron Niles


 

“The next stop was exodus counseling. In my case, it was really good. We met for three months, and then he said, ‘I think I’m going to refer you to a coming out group.’”

 
 
 
 

Lindsay Bryant


 

“We wanted our pastor, Dr. Lance Watson, to preach a sermon on compassion and mercy and healing and giving.

We typed that up in an email to Pastor Watson. We said, ‘We want to give out condoms at church.’ He said yes to everything  we asked for.”

 
 
 

Secrecy / Openness

An HIV diagnosis, if shared, can lead to a patient’s loss of a job—or even a family. Many HIV-positive people report that some relationships fall apart when they share their diagnosis—while others are strengthened.

 
 
 
 

Jim Beckner


 

“If it became known that a person had AIDS, they could lose their house and could literally have everything put out on the street in a moment. They lost their family. They lost their friends. Folks were fired simply because they were gay. Finding a physician was very difficult.”

 
 
 
 

Deirdre Johnson


 

“Some days it’s hard to pick that pill up and put it in my mouth. But I know that there are other people that are struggling too, with the remembrance of the day that you get the diagnosis, and the stigmas that are associated, whether they are implied or not.”

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Dana Kuhn


 

“March 4, 1983, the Centers for Disease Control put out a bulletin: AIDS is in the blood supply that hemophiliacs use. March 26th, I got my infusion. Red Cross and other blood collectors knew they were collecting contaminated blood, giving it to people in transfusions, and processing it into hemophilia factor.”

 
 
 
 

Yolanda Rawlings

Listen to the Group Interview.


 

“My doctor called me and said, ‘I need you to come in’ and I went in. She had this look on her face like she was going to cry. That’s how close we were. I saw her pull herself together, and she gave me the paper, and she said the words.”

 
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Kendra Weindling


 

“When Mom passed away, the kids already knew the family that was going to adopt them, but it was  heartbreaking. Our daughter was about six months old when I started working there. There were nights that I would sit down in the rocking chair and just hold her. It was really hard. ”

 

HIV as an Expression of Inequality

Characterizations of HIV have changed since the early days, when the public face of the epidemic was a gay, white, often middle-class man. Today, communities of color and the poor  are disproportionately affected. In this section, nurse Bob Higginson powerfully discusses the many obstacles that HIV-positive people face—including homelessness, hunger and concern for personal safety. Richmond, although it no longer has the nation’s 17th highest new HIV infection rate, is still in the top 20. In this section, a number of public health workers offer different hypotheses for why this is so—ranging from the city’s concentration of poverty, to the lack of meaningful sex education in public schools, to its proximity to cities like Baltimore and Washington, D.C., which also have high infection rates.

 
 
 
 

Jihad Abdulmumit


 

“We wrote a play about HIV and AIDS. One guy that was helping me with the class and became a key actor in the performance, I didn’t realize until he was on his deathbed that he had AIDS. Because of the stigma. And that stigma exists today still very profoundly in prisons and jails.”

 
 
 
 

Gonzalo Bearman


 

“And then there’s the other group that really frustrates you, and you almost feel you’re failing. They don’t want to take their medicine or they don't show up to clinic.”

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Cristina Kincaid


 

“Sometimes medical practitioners feel uncomfortable talking about sex, so it’s entirely possible that you could go see your doctor and not have any questions asked about sex. But maybe you need an HIV test and that would be the place where that might be offered.”

 
 
 
 

Elaine Martin


 

“There were times in the past we weren’t allowed to use the word ‘condoms’ in a grant application. So we called them ‘risk protection devices.’ As I said, ‘I’ll call them whatever you want as long as I can still do my programs.’ ”

 
 

Present + Future of HIV/AIDS

In this section, participants who are engaged with the struggle against HIV paint a picture of the epidemic today—and talk about what they see as the future of the illness. As Zakia McKensey, whose Nationz Foundation serves the transgender community, “If your basic needs aren't met, then your medical care is secondary. If I know I'm going to get a bag of food, then I can open up.”

 
 
 
 

Anonymous


 

“But even when I had blood tests in the hospital they didn’t tell me, “Your blood is contaminated.” So in January I came here and I didn’t go back to work. And one day in January I was so seriously sick that I couldn’t breathe. I was in the point that I couldn’t breathe and I was feeling like I was dying. So in my mind I said, “I don’t want to die here.”

 
 
 
 

Bob Higginson


 

“For an awful lot of occasions, that’s not it. It’s where you gonna sleep tonight? Where you gonna get your food? Are you in a safe environment? HIV sometimes isn’t even in the top five for what their concerns are on a day-to-day basis.”

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Zakia McKensey


 

“There weren't organizations 20 years ago that helped folks. There wasn't funding opportunities to help you transition. There weren't medical providers in this state who were willing to work on trans people. So there's been huge change.”

 
 
 
 

Ravi Perry


 

“I told my friends at the University of Michigan, where I was diagnosed, relatively immediately. I had close friendships, and I never even thought about not telling them, but it did, of course, change how people see you. They start looking at you like you're going to die tomorrow.”

 
 
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